cur-hat [hanCUR-HATiku]

i really miss, like and even i think..I LOVE HIM alot..

and my feelings can’t hide it anymore
coz everyday it’s grow and can kill me anytime

last night i met him with his family and our friends 2
it was really sad moment..
coz we can’t express our feelings
i know he luv me too
but..
also see the invisible ring he wear

i try 2 forget him
ignore him
but…

God,
I want him to need me, i want him badly…

g tau g ga bisa dapetin lo,
g tau kita ga bisa bersatu,
g tau lo ga mau berjuang demi kita,
g tau g ga boleh begini,
g tau g salah…
g tau kita hanya bisa manfaatin waktu yg ada, yg tersisa
g tau g harus puas dgn keadaan ini
tapi…

tetep nyesek aja!
tetep ga jelas aja!
tetep ga kepegang aja!

….there’s happen on the way to heaven…halah..

obrolan selasa ceria bersama ron dan dy [hmm lucu juga ;p]